the blag that gets in the way

I'm ready to take the dive back into feeling something real, something that goes deeper than the purely physical. I'm ready to establish a deep emotional and psychological connection with somebody. If it's not going to be love, it's going to be as close as I can get.
She's quite amazing. Taken by surprise last night by some deep feeling, I found myself performing the actions of a gentleman, something that I've always tried to be but always fell short of. Last night I was overcome by the desire to do the right thing.
Our outing was random, but everything fell into place and felt like it was supposed to happen.

I need to know more about her; who she is, what she wants, everything. This feeling is great. I can't put into words how this feels.